It’s quite late now. Just wondering if happily ever after in movies and cartoons really exist. I’m sure it does EXIST when both parties are superbly drown in love with each other. Thinking that they will live happily just like the fairytales. Don’t they? Well I do, sometimes when im being silly. Lol. But I bet couples who are still MADLY DEEPLY in love do feel the same thing too. The weird thing is that whenever both parties fight or there is some problems between both, the so called “happily ever after” just disappeared. Like they have never ever exist. When this actually happens, it is quite similar to a peaceful breakup or the other nasty way round. As for me, I prefer peaceful breakup, of COURSE rather than fighting like shit through the phone with all the @#$%%^& words out and then cried like hell till both eyes got swollen like a sick goldfish. Then thinking back about all this, you’ll feel STUPID. HAHAHAH. Okay, I bet everyone had been STUPID before right? It’s like a part of growing stage that you need to go through. How suckish is this! Now, I feel like talking about couples. They get so sweet when they’re so in love and the other way round when they‘re not. I don’t understand why people gave promises when they actually wont fulfill it. I wonder if they ever thought of how hurt the other party will be actually going through. Fuck man. Problems exist and are meant to be solved! If you think you can’t solve it, then telling out the 7 letters and 2 words ‘BREAK UP’ is totally a bad fkin way to solve a problem. Indeed it wont. RIGHT? And another thing is that “TIME PROVES EVERYTHING” OR “TIME WILL HEALS EVERYTHING” quote, _l_ nahhh eat this please. Time doesn’t heal a person’s heart. In fact, it is their own will to make the decision of healing it or not. Being dumped by someone you love is definitely a SAD & HATEFUL thing you’ll ever go through. It is like when a dagger is stabbed right at your heart then another deep stabbed into it. MAN! THIS IS SO CRUEL. Yes, CRUELTY!

Oh my god, what am I thinking and talking right now? It is like a total bullshit. I know. Well my bad for wasting your time to read all this bullshit but still I feel like expressing all this out cos this is my BLOG. =D

The period of a couple to remain together for how long actually depends on how much effort both are putting on. If X works hard to make XY last and Y don’t give a fkin damn about it, then confirm gone lahh. This is common sense yo. BUTBUT, if X kept on thinking that they wont last due to a small fkin problem, then confirm GONE CASE juga. Sometimes I do wonder how married couples can last for so many decades. But as I’ve seen, they do last PHYSICALLY BUT not MENTALLY. Example lah okay, you’re so crazy over one special thing and you really want to own it. You tried so many ways and finally you got it, Tell me how long will you appreciate and love that special thing as you do during the first time you saw it? Confirm decrease wan ma, apatah lagi human you face everyday right?Will get sien then eventually the KI SIAU LOVE TILL CAN DIE feeling gone eh ma. That is when third party appears loh. Hayoh I seriously PUI FOK couples who can remain loving till now. SIGHS. Im having my sem holiday for 3 weeks. I didn’t really do anything meaningful. I ROT AT HOME. DOWN SAD EMO. Okay lah, the last weekend of my hols I played Millionaire city and am quite addicted to it cos I wanna be a TOTAL RICHIEE BUT at the same time felt stupid cos its not real CASHHYY. Another thing is that I’ve been through a number of relationships, SMALL AMOUNT only but it fails due to lack of meeting each other and maybe both being too young and think childishly I guess. LOL. Hopefully I can become a SUPERWOMAN who can overcome anything and get everything. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA im so lame. One moment I can be like KATE PERRY singing california girls and another moment like KE$HA singing take it off and it goes on changing. Conclusion leh, LOVE CAN BE as sweet as STRAWBERRIES you had always loved OR bitter as MEDICINE doctors prescribe to you. Wahh tonight I really bullshit a lot. OKie dokie Lappie battery running low now, shall off it and take a good night sleep. NIGHTS reader.

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